1st Day Being Jobless

I can't believe it...I can't believe when I began to shake my ex-colleagues' hands, them wishing me the best in the new coming year..that I am really leaving..(In fact, I have already left by the time I am typing this blog)

I do feel sad...There are things that I can't let go...The people there, especially Pei Pei who was my greatest mentor help while I was there, and the 3 musketeers whom have accompanied all my good and bad times (AP, Private Hee, and Steph). They even had a farewell dinner thrown for me @ Miramar Hotel yesterday. They are always so sweet to me...Nice friends....

My Papa Kang talked to me the first time after he came back from his holiday on Wednesday. I thought he would be unhappy with me and decided not to talk to me anymore. Instead, he passed me a gift, shaked my hands, and also wished me all the best...I wanted so much to hug him..Cuz he is juz like a father to me..Strict yet caring. He had been very very patient to me while I was still learning and stumbling...I felt I have let them down...They have treated me so well... Triccie also called from the States, and one of her msg touched me - Do not underestimate yourself.

I will remember all the encouraging words that all of you have given me...Thank you....

1st day being jobless and staying at home...I thought I was looking forward to it all these while...But the whole house became quiet without the radio being switched on...For not working, I felt I am not being "useful" enough...Contradiction right? People are always so complicated...

Well, despite all the grumblings, I am going to enrich my days being jobless. Do housework lah, meet friends lah, run errands lah. I am also going to start organizing my life better, and more planning for searching for the next job...

That was this one sweet thing that happened to me yesterday - At the farewell lunch @ Sze Chuan Do Hua restaurant, we had some fortune cookies provided after the lunch. I took the last piece and this is what I gotten:

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, with the same person"

Isn't it sweet and touching to one's heart? I find it so very applicable to my current life....I finish up my fortune cookie and kept my fortune slip, wishing that things work in this way.