This will be my very private blog entry, just to write down how I feel overall about my 25th birthday....
Overall, I am very happy for all the surprises and activities planned by Dear...Very very enjoyable birthday spent this year...
On the contrast, I feel quite disappointed on the friends' side...I tot 25 yrs old is quite a BIG thing for me, and so should be for others, so I took great efforts to make something for friends who are close to me, for e.g.:
- For Tanlin, I handmade a scrapbook Notice Board for her,and also wrote a card and mail to her
- For Huijing, I handmade a small scrapbook for her, with our written blessings
- For Meiling, I courier over gifts for her, together with a card
What I have received in kind? Nothin handmade, nothin significant..except for practical gifts (vouchers)...
Its not I dun appreciate what I got, but somehow I feel that the efforts I've done for others, doesnt necessarily mean that the others will do the same for you. Even from the Sec Sch badminton mates, I dun even have a proper Birthday card...sob sob... Juz the words "Happy Birthday".... From the sisters leh, not even these 2 words lor...juz my voucher only...sob sob sob....
What I am to them? Am i that important friend to them as compared to how I treat them? I feel kinda disappointed such that I decide that I shall stop doing things for them liao..No pt doin that if I dun feel that they appreciate me in the same way...
Maybe as friends, we shouldn't expect from them...But I cant deny that I am very disppointed with my 25th year old birthday....
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