Yes I always hated the confinement period, no matter at which seasons of the year & no matter if the weather is more cooling at year end now (well, it does make a little difference cuz at least I have cooling wind from the outside but yet in contradiction I have to always close the window so as not to expose to the wind ai much! Duh!)
I hate the hot & cold rushes through my body. I hate the frustrations of being hot, sweaty & dirty all the time! I hate soaking my clothes one after another despite after bathing (in that hot herbal water). I hate the hot rashes that appear on my body making me itchy & irritated! I hate the frustrations of not getting enough breast milk in the beginning yet when it comes in, I have to be mindful that the breasts don't clog!
I hate the night feeds whereby we have to drag our tired & exhausted bodies up. I hate that we have endless chores to do yet I cannot really so-called touch the water (I take it a break from the chore of washing the bottles Hee)
I hate the fact that I kept perspiring when I drink & eat the confinement food. And that I cannot eat the things I like or I want.
I hate being CONFINED!
.... But I am thankful for the strong support from my dearest Husb who is always there to do the chores for me & give me moral & physical support. And the love he showers me... I feel the closeness enhanced in this period. We are like a team who work with each other to get missions accomplished. And of cuz my mil who went thru a lot of efforts to prepare & cook confinement meals for me.
I will hang on, with the support of my loved ones...
3 more wks to go... Argh...
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