These past weeks have not been upliftin/ happy at work... Stimes I feel disentangled/ disconnected from the other colleagues whereby they have their own team supporting them. Its not that I dun hav any, but stimes I feel neglected being far away, whether in terms of physical/ mentally. I dun have the bond that they have built up, yet I am being "disowned" from the previous group. Mayb I am oversensitive or mayb I shouldnt have tink so much in the first place, cuz its only work mah. Juz work will do. Y shld I care which grp m I in? It doesnt matter one rite? I m glad tt my leader has been tryin so much to bring me closer, but guess it takes more time to establish tt bond...I dun hav anythin much work in common with wat they are doin, so most of the time I am doin my own share of work. *shrug*
Another thing, I really dun like the sales target pressure...Its nt a challenge to me at all, cuz i dun like it in the first place, neither do i wan to learn how to conquer it.. I was bein questioned by one of the leaders abt my closure for the prev week, whereby I managed to close 1 of each type within the week lor! So are my efforts being recognised? i do so much also can't reach target, then y i try so hard for? So tired so tired...So tired of havin to report here n there, especially u have nothin good to report.
Now everyone has the mentality to move on...So do I...So dismayed n discouraged by the current situation...Feel so tensed everyday in work.
I need some guidance in my life now...Where shld I go from here?
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