I m suffering insomnia on a weekday, whereby I still need the energy to
work the next day but I just cant sleep!!! It is so frustrating to be
eye wide open, mind running a lot of thots, walking around like a
zombie...
Dear cant do anythin much to pacify me to sleep cuz he is also very tired...I just cant sleep...
I m going thru a decision making process and it is damn stressful and
tired to make tt decision. It is an important stage of my life from my
decision, and I m lost in my life tracks now...I wish I can b
enlightened and released from this terrible process soon...without
regrets...I dun wan to look back and fill with regrets...
Life is short...I wan to know wat I wan in life..I need to search for
my goal..other than I know I wan to be married to my man, to have a
home of our own, to have kids to call us Mum and Dad, I wan to search
for my value in life...How do I contribute and how do I gain. Happy or
not? Satisfied or not?
i seem to be talkin to myself...talkin glibberish...M i going crazy?
Maybe? I just need to vent out somewhere, somehow...Cuz nobody is
around to hear me...Nobody is around to tok to me at 5am in the morning!
WTF is my life...I seem to be going thru a crisis..at 23?
haha...turning 24 in July... I cant waste my precious time n youth
anymore..I need to make full use of my assets and capabilities s much s
I can...
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are you too stressed and uptight?
ReplyDeletehmm, maybe you would like to take a short break, go JB or KL over a weekend. have a good talk with JQ about the future. tell him what you'd hope to achieve in your career and family.
there's always the quarter life crisis! ;p but it's normal la. cos in sg, it's very competitive. so we stress each other out!
Hey Sweetheart,
ReplyDeleteI understand your feeling.. but Candice is right.. Definitely you are too busy with all your preparation and decision making.. Just relax and have a short break... It will help your mind and body to rest a bit... Everyone will go through that stage.. You are prefectly normal.. So just arrange a break to relax.. You have to be a pretty BRIDE on your ROM date mah.... If you need more help, pls write to me or call me.. I am always available.. hahahaha.... I may not be an expert but a good listener lar... ahahaha
Cheers,
Teris
Sweetie, when it comes to life, everyone can be a Deepak Chopra, but to answer what you really what in life, you must be able to listen to yourself. Only you know lor.
ReplyDeleteMaybe everyday going through the same routine, e.g. wake up at 7am, comb your hair, take MRT, etc is clouding your mind. May I suggest you break free from all this? Use the coming Haji holiday, and just lie down on a beach in Sentosa/ East Coast, and stare at the sky the whole day (do not, I repeat, do not invite CC, or she will make u blade till you bleed!). No need to think too hard, just relax and let your mind wander free. Works for me :)
Realize that as human beings, our needs and desires change with time and environment. Sooo its okay not to know what you want, now. Hell, at my age, I also dunno what I want, but you dun see me tearing my hair out. Regrets are terrible stuff. Just make sure you live your day to the fullest. There is a chinese saying: 一年之計在于春﹐ 一日之計在于晨。
Hey girl,
ReplyDeleteMe here! Everyone bound to reach a point in time that we will question our existence. I've been through it a lot of times, but like what was said by those "above" me, you need a break. You need time to relax a bit and be more carefree. No doubt there are a lot of things you have to make plans with and there are a lot of decision making. And you scare you make the wrong choice, since there is no turning back right? Well, don't worry so much lah... Just go with your feeling bah.
Regret? Well, I live my life by telling myself not to live in regrets. So I try my very best not to regret something that I did wrong. Everyone makes mistakes, so we just have to learn from mistakes. If we don't learn, we don't grow!
Well, not sure if things I said make sense or not, cos I'm writing this at 2.30am. Haha! You might be wondering what am I doing at this hour right? Not insomnia, just trying to wait for my hair to dry, and I came across this blog.
Anyway, just want to let you know that relax is what you need and that do not ask about your worth in life, just live it to the fullest! There are a lot of people like you, do not what we want in life, but life still goes on! See... I'm still surviving! Hee...
Talk to me if you want to, though I might not be by your side. We can always meet up someday! Call me?
Take care, girl...
Thank u for all my dearest frens n ex-colleagues (:P) who are still so much concerned about me..I mus have written like a xiao cha bo in the entry and make all so worried about me..thank u thank u..I m feelin better now...Some things are starting to change...To me, it seems to be for the better...I m just keeping my fingers crossed that the better situation can finalize too.
ReplyDeleteProbably stimes I m just not confident of my capabilities to handle some situations and ppl out there...cuz the society is a big big world..n I never know what will I expect...
Now I m also feeling stressed up over serachin n choosing the reno ID...sigh..its not easy and we are still on the route of searching...Hope it can be done soon...