Recently have been feeling some random sianzness.... Can't really explain why and how it occurs..
I just feel that I miss my baby girl very very much... Just feeling her kicks is not enough for me now... I keep looking forward and visualising how is it like to cuddle her in my arms, to touch her small little hands and feet, to hear her voices (cries in fact). Just to be physically close to her... sometimes I think I am going "crazy" with those thoughts.. If I don't feel her movements for some time, I will start to miss them... I am actually "craving" for her every single movements in me, although becoming so routine and familiar, yet I can't do without them.
Maybe at least if I am kept occupied with preparing her nursery room I won't think that much?? Or maybe it won't any make much difference at all.
I just feel that I seem to be like "forever pregnant" and why is it taking so long for me to reach the final point whereby I can physically see and touch her.
Another 2 more months to go... Seems quite a long wait for me. I just miss her badly.
Don't worry. It's normal to feel that way. Just enjoy the moments when she kicks & you will miss them when she's out.
ReplyDeletethink you are just 'sianz' of being pregnant bah... like i said, 9 months is a long period!!
ReplyDeletebe patient, you will see her soon!! anyway, she is always inside you, very close to you!!!