I realise I am a person who doesn't really know how to let go...
Letting go of grievances, unhappiness and simply just words that aggravate me..
Whenever I can't grumble, or complain, or vent it out, I will keep within myself.. And inside my mind, it will be bursting with the un-said complaints. I can't be always disturbing my hubby, or my frens, or even co-workers, as they have their own set of troubles and complaints. I do not want to see myself as a "whiney complainant" all the time. But somehow what people done or said in front of me, pissed me so much that I want to say them straight in the face, yet I can't...
Today I suffered a so-called "injustice" and I blamed myself for not keeping proper records for that matter such that I can bite back! I complain to another PA who is sort-of my friend now. She says: "Forget it, let it go." I feel so much anguish..is it all the time I have to suffer the blame and injustice for not doing something when actually its he himself who din give proper instructions?
How to I let it go, gracefully? W/o any left-overs of that grievances in my heart and mind?
Think of this as lesson learnt and move on. I know it is easier said than done. I also toss and turn at night over injustices, but nothing is achieved by being upset. Except getting more wrinkles :p
ReplyDeletehey girl, its normal to grumble, i do that often. hehe... its good to let it out else unhealthy.. call me anytime u need to vent your frustrations.. no worries, i m quite a good listener..
ReplyDeletehey o!
ReplyDeletedun worry.. i m a call away!!! leave a msg i will call back.. haha. alternatively, u can scream into my mailbox.. it helps to vent the frustration..=) *hugs